I've been quietly preparing for a big day today. Preparing myself for a week or so now. Today is our custody hearing. While I know I don't have to agree with anything I'm uncomfortable with today; I also know that if we don't reach an agreement then I turn our fate over to the hands of a judge. The fate of the custody of my children, what that looks like here and now. I realize that God does reign supreme over all of us but I don't know how he would or would not choose to intervene in this scenario.
I know that God goes with me. But for all the confident, competent Shannon that is usually presented I am freaking out internally.
I am repeating 2 Tim 1:7 over and over to myself. "For God has not given you a spirit of fear and timidity but of power, love, and self-discipline."
Please pray with us. For the highest good. For God's kingdom to reign here and now in our lives. And for the grace and peace that only he can give.